Now I know ....

that Addiction is bad, 'coz once you get addicted to something, you cant live without it, and it won't let you live.

that I have moved beyond Addiction. I am now 'Obsessed'.

that the fun of Life is in the ups and downs it brings with itself.

that the Joys and the Sorrows are not mutually exclusive. One is needed for another to survive.

that Life is a bitch, and it loves getting screwed.

that Death is easy, Life is not.

that Death is so boring, Life is adventure.

that DEATH ENDS FUN.

Coming back to life

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight . . . into the shining sun

David Gilmour
PINK FLOYD . THE DIVISION BELL

its official now...

I am Dead

Catch you if(?)/when I come back to life.

Matter of Choice...

gurl: Today one lil beggar girl knocked on my car window, asking for money.
guy: huh..
gurl: I gave her Two rupees and told her 'dont buy cigarette, its bad' :) ... u know, I really felt good when I gave her money.
guy: yeah u may hv felt good but u know giving them money also means that you are encouraging begging.
gurl: hmm... but hey! u know wat? I dont mind that, this way I m also reducing competition. If they stop begging, and study and all, they might end up competing with me, and pose a threat to my job. :-p
guy: hahaha.... I'd rather apply this logic towards Gay relationships. I will love it if all the guys in the world became Gay, this way I won't have any competition, and I can tell all the girls 'Look I am the only one around, you dont have a choice'.
gurl: :-/
guy: what? :-D

Kshanikayein

I saw a dream today,
I don't remember what.
It left me smiling,
Must have been your thought.

___

Pitar patter pitar patter
Rain drops on a tin platter
Wet water pearls
Touch n shatter.

___

Heart beats in rhythm
Eyes fixed into eyes
Breathing together
Inhaling in sync
We became One.

___

*(this one is for my bestest friend, S)

Oh! you just called me.
I feel good.
Talking to you about anything
Puts a smile on my face.
My life is still beautiful
Because of your presence,
Dear friend!

Do You Remember

Do you remember
the day
when we met
the first time
and i didn't know
what exactly to tell you
so i just hugged you
and whispered in your ears
"I love you".

Do you remember
the day
when we met
the last time
and i didn't know
what exactly to tell you
so i just kissed you
and looked into your eyes to tell
"I love you".

Do you know
today
when you are
still away
and i do not know
what exactly to tell you
so i just blow a kiss in the air
and shout to the sky
"I LOVE YOU".

- (c) Addicted... by AmitKen

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